express
a 3 week pleasure challenge to open the abundant riches of your most alive, fun and authentic self
After burning out 7 years ago, I learned how to rest.
How to be, soften and detach my worth from my productivity.
But through that process, I also became afraid of doing. Expressing, and being seen.
Afraid that if I started working, creating, expressing again, I’d burn out, again.
I found myself falling into the old patterns of force, self abandonment and pushing, again and again.
So I told myself:
The world is too much, I need to protect myself, Spend time alone, Do less, Tone it down, Wait and Heal
But you know what?? Staying quiet drained me.
Life felt restricted, tense and deflated.
I lost connection with the juiciness of being a human.
I forgot my joy, laughter, silliness, curiosity and playfulness.
And at a certain point, looking at myself in the mirror seeing an old, tired and fearful lady looking back - I realised - I don’t need to slow down. Or go to another healing retreat.
I need to feel alive.
pleasure yourself into your most magnetic, fun and unapologetic self
“I didn’t need another healing retreat, I needed to tap into the abundant riches of the god given, ecstatic, fun, nourishing, heart pumping, skin tingling, mouth drooling PLEASURE”
It’s not easy to step out of the safety of hiding in your room, healing on your own, writing in your plans and big visions in your journal, but internally waiting for someone to come give you permission to get moving.
It’s comfortable to stay in the story of not belonging, aka “the world is too much”, “I am too sensitive” and “I wouldn’t know where to start”
But I knew things couldn’t continue like they were, and it was impossible to go back to who I was before.
There had to be another way.
So I turned to my pleasure and sexuality.
And there, I learned what it means to feel free from the inside out.
Because the more I dared to own it, express it, and love myself in the fullness of my pleasure - the more my reality started shifting and my aliveness came back.
Rest healed me, but it was connecting to my pleasure, speaking my truth and being brave on behalf of what I believe in, that brought my me back to life.
Rest healed me, but it was owning my pleasure, expressing my desires and stepping into sensual nature that brought me back to life
I am now paid to guide people back into their inherent aliveness. People come to me living a life that feels depleting, draining, small and too much.
I help them reconnect with joy, peace and pleasure, and from there - there is nothing stopping them.
I want to teach you how to access your most true and authentic expression.
I want you to feel free, abundant And alive
Not by healing more, learning another modality or waiting til you’re ready, but by guiding you back home to your joy, pleasure and aliveness.
Do that, and I promise your authentic expression can’t help but follow.
Express is a 21 day pleasure challenge for you to open to your authentic expression
Whats included:
3 × 90 min live guided pleasure rituals in community with Siri
1 x live Q&A and guest speaker session with a surprise
21 days of micro dosing pleasure through easy to follow through practices, journalling prompts and clear action steps so that you can recode your nervous system and open to more of You (max 10 minutes a day)
A private Telegram Group where you can share your process and stay accountable
A pleasure field filled with inspiration, permission and encouragement - more of you is more of me and that is the world I want to live in!!
YOUR INVESTMENT: 33 EUROS
Time And dates
Telegram group opens Monday 18th of May
Live sessions:
Thursday 21st of May @ 6 PM CET
Wednesday 27th of May @ 6 PM CET
Thursday 28th of May @ 6 PM CET
Thursday 6th of June @ 6 PM CET
Yes, you’ll get access to the replays if you cannot be there live
The 4 most COMMON outcomes people have from working with me on their sexuality and authentic expression:
1) 10x more JOY, laughter and silliness in their daily life
2) feeling more at ease, peace and present in their body and with the things that matter most (a feeling of moving out of their head and into the body)
3) Creativity starts flowing more freely as they learn to connect with their desires, wants and needs and learn to lean back and receive
4) speaking, expressing and sharing from a more grounded and centered place (also called becoming un-fuckwithable)
The Three portals of Express
Voice
From suppression to expression
Your voice is creative power.
This week is about softening the fear around being fully seen and fully heard.
We’ll explore:
boundaries, yes & no
authentic expression
speaking desires into reality
releasing old stories held in the throat
expressing anger, truth, longing and joy
reclaiming your sound, your needs and your truth
Sound and movement
heart
The full spectrum human
The heart is not just an organ.
The heart is a door to your true self.
This week we explore how the connection to our hearts need to be weaved into our more brave and bold expression. We move into deeper authenticity, intimacy and emotional truth.
We’ll explore:
vulnerable expression
heartgasms
opening to authentic love and play
self-acceptance
connection to your truest self
allowing yourself to feel more
The more we try to out run our fullness, the more we disconnect from pleasure too.
Belly
You already know
The belly and womb space is the creation point to all life. It is where your creativity and power lies.
This week is about reconnecting to your instinct, sensuality, creativity and inner fullness.
We’ll explore:
womb/belly wisdom
pleasure and fire
creative energy & potential
breath
trusting your pleasure
releasing numbness and rigidity
Imagine leaving this challenge feeling…
✨ like you know what you want and how to ask for it
✨ ten pounds lighter (not literally, we just want you to let go of the heaviness your carrying for others)
✨ more flirtatious, open, curious and ready to fuck around and find out
✨so connected to your own wisdom that it glows out of you no matter if you’re parenting, working or cuddling with your partner
✨ clearer in your boundaries and able to communicate them with love
✨ softer and more open in your relationships
✨ magnetic without forcing, pushing or hunting a peak
✨being one others look to for inspiration
✨confident to take up space in an effortless, unique and authentic way
You might be thinking:
I don’t have time
- The fact that you believe that might be the invitation for you create some nourishing, fun and pleasurefilled time for you. I KNOW it is hard to prioritise, and it is part of the initiation of being part of Express. Are you ready to take 10 minutes of your day to connect with your truth and authentic expression?
Most people doing this work with me, tells me it feels like they’ve gotten their time backWill this work for me?
There is no quick fix for true embodiment, and this is part of making it a challenge rather than a 1 hour masterclass. This is the space where you get to experience -over time - what it means to show up for your pleasure and expression. I promise - if you show up and do the work - there is no chance that you won’t be transformed by your own inner wisdom by the end of this challengeIs this another challenge that I sign up for but never show up for
My intention for this challenge is to make it so juicy, fun and sexy that you can’t wait to show up for it daily. Healing and growth and learning doesn’t have to be dull and time consuming. In express it becomes an extension of what you already are doing + adding some fun, pleasure and play to it. Let’s co-create that field together!This sounds freaky - I don’t know if I like it - but I’m also intrigued
Wellll, first of all - no pressure to join us! But what you might be experiencing is resistance. This is very normal and often part of the process for most of us as we dip our toes into the sea of pleasure, sexuality and self expression.
I invite you to explore the resistance and see if this is really your sign to lean in.